sometimes i think i’m holding up but i’m breaking down over and over again.

mind over matter. i always tell myself that on mondays, but somehow, i just hate it. today was shitty monday and this persistent cough of mine is making my sleep+life hellish.

sigh, im really broke. the money in the bank always seemed to be depleting at an alarming rate.

anyways, i disagree with the surprise of most people regarding my adherence to the religious practices. i’m deeply devoted to God, and i have unwavering faith in my religion. i attended islamic schools pre-primary, and continued in weekly madrasahs and mengaji throughout primary school. i try to pray five times a day, fast during Ramadhan. i yearn to do the Hajj and pray in makkah. i haven’t been the most disciplined of muslims but i do make an effort to change.

gonna hit the sack now. have to be up early for sahur.