i thought i will be happy here but im not. okay, i am exaggerating. i am. but not really really happy. get it? i have loads on my mind right now.

i have to please so many people. okay, im exaggerating again. not many. just a handful of craptholics (a word N come up with to describe these people. thanks babe!). i guess the only way now is to sacrifice my happiness just for these people.

its 11pm kiwi time. gonna hit the sack now.

p.s: leave me alone, evil monsters. please. i beg ya.