the weather has been freezing, and it’s making me terribly sleepy 24/7. it’s so cold i think my whole body just cant stop shivering. BRRRR.

from time to time, i do think about home and what my parents and sis are doing. is my sister out again? is my dad dozing off like he always does when he is in front of the telly? mum has been really nice, messaging me almost 24/7. dad only messaged me to ask if im okay. but other than that, i think they are happy i am slowly trying to settle in.

okay, not really actually. i cried last night. im giving myself a week or 2. if im not happy, i'll fly back home. Jon said he understands how im feeling right now. he even said that he will fly to auckland with me. i really really misss my family and friends alot.

thanks for sending me off ya'll.